ARE YOU THERE?

Even in my sleep

There is no rest.

As hard as I try to repress

I feel the pain in bits.

 Wide awake

Just as I am now

It’s not pain I feel

Its something deeper

I could only wish it’s all a test

 
I am scared.

 A moment of unhappiness in me

Draws out the pool of your memories in me

And I feel it

I feel it like a twirling screw

 My heart is damped

It is not broken

It is dragging apart

 A moment I’m happy

The next I am crying

I pray for peace in my soul

 

But please

Can I see you again?