Monday 29 June 2015

Bitter or Better I am responsible

Bitter or better I am responsible
Responsible that I let you crawl in.
Forgetting what creeping animals do.
I let you make me fall in love with how you feel
And I watched you walk away like that wasn't the deal.
Trying to make you understand how you've made me feel.
You're just so arrogant I can't conceal.

Reality has dawned
Mistakes have glared
Moments are painted
My heart has vacated.
I made my choice I made the mistake . I am responsible

Friday 19 June 2015

Gold


My darling!
You are the gold sort after from day one.
Many generations have dug the ground but couldn't find you.
How blind they could be.
Failing to realize that you may not glitter but you are Gold.

But On this surface that only I can see
I hear whispers of doubt that we can't be
So I pay utmost attention to things I can feel
With a strong believe that I won't need a pill

A Barren future with a pinch of hope
Hopefully we would someday elope. Jollying together down the slope.         But till then I choose to rather cope.

A future with you is all that's what's up    I'm so certain that I won't give you up      

All I ask

Let me be your excitement and your fulfilment

Allow me to please you and to kiss you

Let me into you and make everday a day to remember.

Because in you I see Gold


Monday 8 June 2015

MAMA'S JOY II

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What is this screeching noise I am hearing? I’m finding it so difficult to open my eyes. It feels like “evostic” gum was used to seal my eye lids together and to make the matter worse I realized my jaw is dropped open.
Oh!
I must have slept off without even one sentence in my book.
“So this is what writers go through” I sighed.
“No matter how long this is going to take i mu-“
“Hello young woman”...
I pondered for a semi-second.
That voice sounds so firm, manly and full of seduction I could drip drop in one second.
I looked up.
Indeed my life is worthless and shameful.
This Joyful old-man really just pointed that out.
Biko! Whatever happened to all the young boys of my age that they have decided to punish this old man to come and set the “P”?
“Woman!” He raised his tone
“I’m not your age mate” I raised my voice.
“Go and toast all the oldies of your age not me.” I shunned.
He laughed and walked away.
Can you imagine? Am I not worth fighting for?
Or why did he walk away like that? Don’t people form again? Na wa o
Day after day I feel ashamed but I know that I’m gonna live large.



I had completed my book when I realized it’s been thirteen weeks since I last saw papa.
“Tufia! I will never return. Love paku oku”
That man just can’t be my father!
He is my hell on earth, my cold-fire, my heartache and my pain.
But because he remains the first and true love of mama I will go check on him for mama’s sake.
I walked for about half a mile. I didn’t realise I had gone that far away from home. Very unlike my street, every where seemed lonely. How could it possibly feel this way.
“The ruffians of this town live here. Brought up and bred here in Onitcha Mmili how could this place be so down?” I said to myself
I got to my doorstep...
I have played “mini mini mani mo father has a donkey...” about five times until I braved to knock.
So I knocked.
“knock, knock”
“Onye nor ebe ahu, Ogini gicho?” (who is there, what do you want?)
“O mu wa Papa” I said so calmly
“Nwaayi” Papa muttered!
I raced like never before. I was beside papa in less than two seconds, I knelt beside him and I wept.
I wept till I was soaked.
Maybe I should wish death for Papa and kill myself as well.
I screamed!!! Papa why???
Papa encountered a robbery attack and broke his legs. I would have loved this sight three months ago but...
I sobbed.
For the first time papa called me his daughter. It the first time I love him.
“Papa, papa I have lost you” I wailed.



I heard some footsteps...
“Ogini ne me” (what is happening) I asked myself.
Before I could get to the door, lo and behold, that joyful old-man must have followed me.
“please let me help you” the oldie said
I couldn’t even refuse
“Please Sir I’m at your mercy anything you can do for me I will appreciate.”
He placed a phone call and spoke in something that sounds like Arabic.

“Please Sir! Please. Don’t sell me”
“I will help you” He smiled.
Then this oldie and I laughed and cracked funny jokes together while some doctors were cleaning up Papa.
“What is your name?”  I asked
“Mr. Alfred, please”
“oh!. Nice to meet you Mr. Alfred Please”
“Please?” He repeated as he burst in laughter.

I am confused.
“Oh dear please is not my name it is simple courtesy.” He addressed
I returned the laugh as we continued our discussion.
Mr. Alfred happens to be a writer and a publisher of which he took my book along with him to Italy to be published. He said he has studied me for weeks and loved my passion while writing.
I had no phone and no money to send a letter and it’s been sixteen weeks since I saw Mr Alfred.
But I’m yet still happy. Papa is getting better.

After nineteen weeks Mr. Alfred came back.
He didn’t have to knock to come in not because he lacked manners but that the rain had blown down the door.
In his hand was an inviting well designed and colourful book.
I stretched my hands out to get it
“Adaobi this is not a gift, you own it”
“Say it again Sir”
“Ada you made this book”
I danced etigi and threw some alanta’s in the air.
He stretched out his hands with a white paper well cut into a rectangular shape and said
“This also is yours”
I looked at that paper thoroughly and spotted some letters that interprets some large figures.
I was running mad in my head.
I had seen a hundred and fifty thousand U.S Dollars.
And then he said “Let me get you dressed, we have dinner tonight”

Before my very eyes I was transformed into a damsel! My stunning look can’t be bought but admired.
 “You remind me of Ezinne and I’m so proud of you” Papa whispered.
I smiled.
In my heart of hearts I would have based him slaps. Sigh

THE END.