DREAM, REALITY & FUTURE

I've got a son, his name is Dream.

I'm working hard to make 'Dream' grow big and strong.

I've been thinking much lately about Dream's mum (Future).

Each time I try to think about Future it feels like something is pulling me away from her.

The painful part is that Dream is just two years, two months and a couple days old. Then he asks me "Dad, where is Future?" I carry dream up and tell him never to call his mum by her name. Using her words I tell Dream "Future will soon be with us, by GODS GRACE."

Future and I have our ups and downs but I'll still hold on to her no matter what. Hence I'm left with the challenge of taking care of Dream to make sure he turns into to a successful MAN and his mum FUTURE would be proud of him.

I've been having issues with my son Dream and Future. It's gotten to a point where I'm confused about Dream and his mum Future. So I seek for advice from the one person that has never let me down, God. 

I told God how I felt about Dream and Future. He smiled and took me to a place called REALITY. So I took a picture of Reality. At that point I didn't understand what God was saying because his ways are different from man. Later that day I looked at the picture I took with God. It then dawned on me to take Dream to Reality so that Future would be nearer and we wouldn't have issues.

At home, for the the first time in a while my favorite cousin came visiting, REFLECTION. I've told Reflection a lot of things about Future. Why I like having Reflection around  is because she puts a smile on my face when Future and I don't seem happy. 

So Reflection took me on a memory lane. While there Reflection told me that when Future says "LEAVE ME ALONE" I should hold on to her because there are lots of people trying to take my Future from me. Reflection also told me I should not allow anyone determine my Future. Future and I are working things out now. I hope it all goes well cause I don't wanna loose my Future.

This is actually the longest story I've ever wrote. Lol. But it's actually from my heart. Don't give up on who you love and if Future is yours she'll stay and help you get through your struggles. Love Future and she'll love you.

                                      

                                       

14 YEARS

       TO THE KNOWN AND UNKNOWN LESBIANS, THIS IS FOR Y’ALL…

                     (FUCK YOUR FUN WHATSOEVER!)

                                    GO GET A LIFE

Just Be Real

I was in my room when i just got my self acquainted with thoughts. I wonder why some strange thoughts just keep coming. When i look around me all i see is a world that would pass away soon, that is why i just soliloquize at some people that make you feel like the perfect friend because they are a lot worse than you are. Life is too stingy to give anyone a flawless relationship or the best of friends but I bet it wouldn't be I to be the fool of life's trick.
Some people just store ocean's in their eyes waiting to pour out into streams because of meagre people and situations. This world is so full of the lies and deceit. It's hard to trust that what you do for love is enough.

DEPRESSION

Depression seems like a topic that affects  only adults, believe it or not it's creeping into the lives of the younger generation.

Depression can be defined in various always according to how you see it because it is not something that affects one on a short term but on the long run. 

My own definition of being depressed is laying all the burdens of life on ones head without the feeling that there is a way out.  Thus, one tends to drown or wallow in his own problems. Hence the persons view of life is "what's the essence of my existence?" Self-doubt creeps in and that swiftly turns to depression.

Depression can be caused by;

1.The death of a loved one.

2. Constant failure in various endeavors

3. Lack of money.

4. People perception about you.

5. Family and upbringing.

6. Low self-esteem etc...

But what must be understood is that no matter how lonely and rejected one feels in life, your never the only one in such situations and your case ain't the worst. Some tend to think suicide is the solution, "No." Once there is life there is hope. Look at the bright side of life. In every situation that feels impossible there is always a possibility. 

Once your feeling depressed don't remain silent about it, because that won't solve your problem. Look for a counselor , parent, pastor or anyone you feel is good enough for you to open up to. Gradually you will find out that your feeling of depression will leave and your perception of life will change. Don't give up and feel all hope is lost. There is always a light at the end of the tunnel. 

Liberian Woman Commits Suicide In Lagos – The woman was said to have fallen ill but she got no care due to Ebola fearsYou'll find the whole article

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THE IRONY OF LOVE

Sometimes the best and worst times of your life can coincide. It is a talent of the soul to discover the joy in pain. Thinking of moments you long for, and knowing you’ll never have them again. The beautiful ghosts of our past haunt us, and yet we still can’t decide if the pain they caused us out weighs the tender moments when they touched our soul. This is the irony of love.

It’s just another one of those things I don’t understand: everyone impresses upon you how unique you are, encouraging you to cultivate your individuality while at the same time trying to squish you and everyone else into the same ridiculous mould. It’s an artist’s right to rebel against the world’s stupidity.

Worry is the interest you pay on a debt you may not owe.

DIMGBA IGWE as he leaves the surface of the earth.

The one great man born a talented Journalist whose heart carried many hands with high esteem.
Gone too soon. I really can not express how devastated the Express Family is. Dimgba Igwe's life was shortened on Saturday, 6 September by a run away (hit-and-run) driver while Jogging around Okota in Lagos where he lives .What was his offence?
What was his wrong? shouldn't he have gone on his usual jogging?

When one dies we all become scared and kicked-off balance.
But there is one thing; we never ever know what we should have done to prevent death especially untimely ones. That driver is still alive and has ended another's, his life continues and my mentor's has ended. His journey continues and my mentor's terminated.

Dimgba Igwe rest in peace as you are and will always be a father and friend to many.
As you depart from this earth you leave some fatherless, you leave some others with a strong dirge. Tears would not be enough, mourning can neither compliment, it is only your presence that can make the difference but now you are gone we can tell the difference without your existence and in no pretense with all diligence you are a indeed a good man. The ENTERTAINMENT EXPRESS FAMILY LOVES YOU.
RIP.

SUICIDE HELP

Dealing with Suicidal Thoughts and Feelings?

You’re not alone; many of us have had suicidal thoughts at some point in our lives. Feeling suicidal is not a character defect, and it doesn’t mean that you are crazy, or weak, or flawed. It only means that you have more pain than you can cope with right now. This pain seems overwhelming and permanent at the moment. But with time and support, you can overcome your problems and the pain and suicidal feelings will pass.

Even if your suicidal thoughts and feelings have subsided, get help for yourself. Experiencing that sort of emotional pain is itself a traumatizing experience. Finding a support group or therapist can be very helpful in decreasing the chances that you will feel suicidal again in the future. You can get help and referrals from your doctor or from the organizations listed in our Resources section below.

5 steps to recovering from suicidal thoughts and feelings

1. Identify triggers or situationsthat lead to feelings of despair or generate suicidal thoughts, such as an anniversary of a loss, alcohol, or stress from relationships. Find ways to avoid these places, people, or situations.
2. Take care of yourself. Eat right, don’t skip meals, and get plenty of sleep. Exercise is also key: it releases endorphins, relieves stress, and promotes emotional well-being.
3. Build your support network.Surround yourself with positive influences and people who make you feel good about yourself. The more you’re invested in other people and your community, the more you have to lose—which will help you stay positive and on the recovery track.
4. Develop new activities and interests. Find new hobbies, volunteer activities, or work that gives you a sense of meaning and purpose. When you’re doing things you find fulfilling, you’ll feel better about yourself and feelings of despair are less likely to return.
5. Learn to deal with stress in a healthy way. Find healthy ways to keep your stress levels in check, including exercising, meditating, using sensory strategies to relax, practicing simple breathing exercises, and challenging self-defeating thoughts.

Peace!

R.I.P

To all the victims of a gun fight or a knife fight, to them I say R.I.P. 

But when I say R.I.P I don't just mean "REST IN PEACE" I mean "REWIND IT PLEASE" so we can "REMAIN IN PEACE."

I had to "READ IT PROPERLY" to get it "RIGHT IN PERSPECTIVE".

Cause you "RESIDE IN POVERTY" and don't want "RIGHTS IN PROPERTY"

You'd rather "RUB INNOCENT PEOPLE" cause he gains "RESPECT IN PROPPING" me.

That's a "REAL IGNORANT PHILOSOPHY"

We need to "REGECT IT'S PROPHECY"

Stand up and R.I.P- "REP IT PROPERLY"

Went from "RAPE IN PUBLIC" to "RIFLES IN POCKETS" causing commotion and "RUINING INNER-STATE PROJECTS"

Then to "RIOTS IN PARKS, REMEMBER I PLEAD" the "REALNESS I PREACH"

We have "REMINDERS IN PRESENT" why do you think the Damilola Taylor center(R.I.P) "REMAINS IN PECKHAM" 

Life is short "REMEMBER ITS PRICE" cause you don't heed to instructions "REALLY IT'S PRIDE"

"RALPH I've PREACHED, REMEMBER IT PLEASE" but if you don't just "REMEMBER IT'S PEACE"

So next time you hear me say "RIP" remember I don't just mean "REST IN PEACE" I mean "REWIND IT PLEASE" so we can "REMAIN IN PEACE"

Peace!