Friday 25 September 2015

I'm Trying To Tell You

How blind can you possibly be?
I have spoken to your unconscious
Stared at your happy heart
Hoping to ignite a connection
I can't say what I have to say
But
I needed you, you weren't there
A temptation I couldn't resist so I fell
After falling I couldn't tell
I felt disappointed in me
What would I have done?
If you had provided a shelter over my head
If you had kept your promise to return
If you had come when I pleaded
I won't be in regret.
Now I'm here.
I like how it felt.
I'm ready to let it go
I only wish it never happened
I hope you hear my silence someday

Saturday 12 September 2015

ITS JUST WHO I AM

Emotions flare me.
I am an angel till feelings cause the barrier.
It doesn't feel like love but an end to my career.
It is not me zoning you its me saying get out of the zone.
If we cant be friends then I'm nobody's friend.
cos right now dating all seems like a trend.
Don't blame me when I push you away
All i ask is time to allow me be in love
Men don't always have to be zoned
I also wanna know what a zone feels like
Lemme be the one to say I love you and wait till you decide if you feel the same.
I'm tired of being choked.
Your every word has become sweet disgust
I hate that you changed.
You were different on day one
I felt other guys could be like you
I felt i have found you
but what happened to day two and three?
YOU AREN'T DIFFERENT... after all
This is just me. I am not hurt
 "attention is not by force because affection is a choice"