16 NAMES TO CALL HER

 
My heart                                     My Only
My desire                                   My everything
My pleasure                               My eternity
My favorite                                My urge
My adorable                              My joy
My special                                 My o my
My satisfaction                          My muse
My dreams                                 My All

DON'T LET THEM

      
Don't let'em mess with your emotions and have you look for solutions
Don't let'em mess with your heart beat and cause you to cry a bit
Don't let'em mess with your sleep because that's deep
Don't let'em in your head
Don't let'em in your bed
Don't let'em just don't let'em!

Don't let'em piss you off just give yourself a time off
Don't let'em disrespect you let your words reflect you
Don't let'em dictate for you be your own candidate
Don't let'em in your life
Don't let them in for a while
Don't let'em just don't let'em!

Don't let'em use you please just don't.
Don't let'em punish your heart rather nourish it.
Don't let'em steal your smiles run as far as miles
Don't let'em into you
And peace be unto you.

-Deremi

BUT THIS IS WHO I AM

 

 A word I have for you darling is never ever give up!

God is going to put that smile in you

Everyone says- nobody knows you better than yourself. But the truth is, even I don’t know me.

I have stared in the mirror because they say the mirror reflects who you are, still I can’t find me

Where in life did I go wrong?

I can’t even voice out my pains and bitterness

I have planned my life from birth but something somewhere is holding me back

I really don’t know what it is but I am tired of where I am.

Help me

I am frustrated

I am angry

I am sad

Worse of, everyone just thinks I know what’s best to do

I actually thought I did

Maybe if someone walks in my shoes and trace my steps they could help lead me to know where I went wrong.

Or in fact just go ahead and right my wrongs

No one knows how terrible I feel

I guess that’s the only thing I know more than anyone

I am just a cool, calm and collected person

Maybe I’m just too cool, calm and collected to a fault

But this is who I am!

Who am I to blame for being me?

Now I am trying to put my passion into other things either right or wrong because I can’t bear all the pain alone up there in my head

I hope I don’t lose who I truly am

So that when the time comes I will understand me better than anyone

And then I’ll be proud to say- no one knows me better than me.

Honestly I am trying to make my loved ones proud of me

I want to be proud of myself too

Come on!

I am trying to make you guys proud. I really am

I am trying my best. The thing is I am just tired of this spot.

And I understand that in life we just have to keep trying

So I am gonna try

I’ll just keep trying

Lets go readers! Lets help our friend

I SEE THE LIGHT

I know the way

But I don't want to take that way

I'm stuck in between two worlds

Non of them value in-between

Isn't there a world of in-between?


I find myself tilting towards the "way out"

I see it clearly

I want to embrace it

But my hands are numb

My legs are stiff

There is no one on  "my path"


I feel strange

Everyone on "this path" feels great but I feel guilt

Something is just different about me

 I need the days of the old when people, I mean prophets could just walk into your house without directions and tell you what God has to say to you. Even the sinners who can't hear from God would at least have the privilege to still hear God say something.
Those act can change people!!

I want to be rescued
I see the light
I need someone to stretch out his hands and pull me out.
If my hands are numb to embrace or my legs stiff to move, Please come lift me up and I'll stand