BUT THIS IS WHO I AM

 

 A word I have for you darling is never ever give up!

God is going to put that smile in you

Everyone says- nobody knows you better than yourself. But the truth is, even I don’t know me.

I have stared in the mirror because they say the mirror reflects who you are, still I can’t find me

Where in life did I go wrong?

I can’t even voice out my pains and bitterness

I have planned my life from birth but something somewhere is holding me back

I really don’t know what it is but I am tired of where I am.

Help me

I am frustrated

I am angry

I am sad

Worse of, everyone just thinks I know what’s best to do

I actually thought I did

Maybe if someone walks in my shoes and trace my steps they could help lead me to know where I went wrong.

Or in fact just go ahead and right my wrongs

No one knows how terrible I feel

I guess that’s the only thing I know more than anyone

I am just a cool, calm and collected person

Maybe I’m just too cool, calm and collected to a fault

But this is who I am!

Who am I to blame for being me?

Now I am trying to put my passion into other things either right or wrong because I can’t bear all the pain alone up there in my head

I hope I don’t lose who I truly am

So that when the time comes I will understand me better than anyone

And then I’ll be proud to say- no one knows me better than me.

Honestly I am trying to make my loved ones proud of me

I want to be proud of myself too

Come on!

I am trying to make you guys proud. I really am

I am trying my best. The thing is I am just tired of this spot.

And I understand that in life we just have to keep trying

So I am gonna try

I’ll just keep trying

Lets go readers! Lets help our friend