Could it be nemesis?

What am i not doing right?

I think it is nemesis...

Young and brave with so much confidence and gut

Hard to approach, hard to convince, scarce to find

Irresistibly loved and routinely praised

Heart as strong as a fist but yet. everyone secretly admires

Too right to write a wrong

Happy and cheerful, kind and soft

Dangerous heart breaker, but not by choice

Hot and fine but must I date?



Yes, still brave, gutty and confident

Still hard to approach and scarce to find

Irresistibly loved but hardly praised

Secretly still admired

Sad and bitter, kind and soft

repeatedly heart broken

Hot and fine and so I decided to date


Dating started my history and changed my story

Countless time I've hopped in the wrong hands that I do not think there are still good hands

Hot and fine doesn't guarantee the sweetest guy it only widens your luck

If I were less hot and fine I would have settled down

Or are my standards just too high? Or am I surrounded by some wall of Jericho?


What exactly am I doing wrong?

Sad and bitter

I envy the less sexy and less beautiful

Come teach me your ways I want to learn

Could it be that you loved your man differently than I did?

Come,

Come teach me your ways


Even as much as I am not materialistic

Even as much as I do not demand

Even as much as I cater for myself, they all still walk away or simply just mess up.

Do I then become materialistic, demanding and depending?

Netflix and chilling sport on point


Or do the less sexy do it in a less sexy way that make the guys stay?

Or could this just be nemesis for just being me?

What is my wrong?