When you told me you had to go, I asked myself " does this always have to happen to me?"
Do I at some point have to feel this ache of letting go or what really is my issue? You don't let me do enough for you and it makes me feel like you don't really want much from me.
Maybe no one ever expects much from me but I had hoped you'd be different.
But for how much I am ready to sacrifice anything for you, do you not see it?
A day without you is like a day without the sun.
It's like a torment to my life.
It is a soak of sorrow to my heart.
You'd be gone a week and when you return I hope you wont go again.
This one time, I'd manage.
This one time, I'd endure.
It doesn't look like I can because humanly I can't.
But I'd cope.
SO, I'D WAIT...
You can't control both the good and bad things that happens in life but you van control how you take it. Being away from someone who you care so much about is quite painful but sometimes there is little we can do about it. But one lesson I have learned from this is, if you cant do without somebody for a few days, you should try to keep them forever. "Protect them so much that even sickness won't snatch them away from you"
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It is the feeling worst when you'd never be seeing them again, when they don't want you anymore. When they don't want you on their beds anymore, when they don't want you cooking for them. When they just don't want you
ReplyDeleteI understand. Sometimes we aren't what they want but not because we arent good enough.
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