I have lost me to another and now I believe in change.
I had found peace when I found love in you.
Peace and love where my pursuits but then I realized there
was more to want.
More to need.
Something more than love that I craved.
I wanted a family, a home to call my own; I craved the
extension of my love.
If you could give me, you would have.
If you could turn back the hands of time you wouldn’t
hesitate.
If you could keep me forever, you’d be the happiest man.
Then I think one more time; should I stick on?
Maybe this is my own destiny?
Maybe I was born cheated?
Could my life possibly have been created to this norm or am I just my
problem?
Was I designed to share and be enveloped in jealousy?
What is my wrong to want the one that I love and make him my
own.
I just want to be here for him
I want to be his everything; I want to be his heart desire.
I want to make love to him with every part of my body that
can feel.
I want to be inside of him.
There, I will watch time stop.
My fantasies are just mine and not his.
From day one, he knew the last chapter.
He knew he would say those words… “you need to move on”
He knew everything and I knew nothing but one wish…
Regardless, he dished out those words in his actions as he
watched me fall on my knees day and night seeking a first chance.
He said “give me time” and as I watched time while, I had
grown to love another.
To Be Continued..
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