I WAS THE PROBLEM

Just like a tear in the rain I seem not to exist

Just like a drop in the ocean I seem not to matter

As I slipped away hoping but  knowing i'd never be caught

They all feel the same, like rushing blood in my veins

And now that you have gone, I hope the world tastes your flavor


I never scale this familiar crossroad whenever I'm with you

I've tried to wonder what kept us away because it kept us away for so long

Even as hard as I tried to pull us together in my little way


Maybe I didn't pull hard enough?

And now, all I do is dream; A dream created from all the figments of thoughts i have about you


And I'm tortured and I ask myself "how does it feel?"

Knowing that i have lost you to the warm hands of another.

Seeing you happy in grace; the same I'm still on a journey for

It makes me sad every time

Every single time


And now I'm ashamed

Trying so hard to forgive myself as I crush memories about you knowing you mean a lot to me


BY: A.K.A  DJANGO
EDITED BY: JESSY DEREMI