I'm Trying To Tell You

How blind can you possibly be?
I have spoken to your unconscious
Stared at your happy heart
Hoping to ignite a connection

I can't say what I have to say
But
I needed you, you weren't there
A temptation I couldn't resist so I fell
After falling I couldn't tell
I felt disappointed in me

What would I have done?
If you had provided a shelter over my head
If you had kept your promise to return
If you had come when I pleaded
I won't be in regret.

Now I'm here.
I like how it felt.
I'm ready to let it go
I only wish it never happened

I hope you hear my silence someday